Life update: no more church plant
For those who care to know, in the past couple weeks, my plans have been forced to shift. To make a long story short, the church plant that I was on staff with is no more. I’ll spare the details. Just know that this has been a major curveball for me.
So, now, I have moved into a cheap apartment in Central, SC. The plan is to live there until Kindel graduates in December. I was working part-time at a Panera Bread in Simpsonville to supplement my income from the church planting support, but there’s no point for me to continue to work there and keep making the hour commute for little pay. My last day at Panera is Thursday this week and I begin a new job working full-time at the snack shop/grill on SWU’s campus. It’s not the most exciting job to get, but the way things are right now, I’ll be happy with it. It’s more money, more hours, regular daytime hours, and it’s a half-mile from my apartment. I can walk to work now instead of the two-hours round trip commute I was doing.
Kindel and I are plugging back into ALIVE on the worship team this Sunday. I am definitely excited to get back into music and worshiping through playing music. There is something so worshipful for me when I can play my guitar. Sometimes the words don’t even matter so much. The music is my expression of God’s majesty for me. Each note I pick or chord I strum is sometimes more of an expression of worship for me than singing. To some of you, you totally get that.
So that’s life. Honestly, it blows. I’ve had to deal with some hard feelings. I’ve had to ask forgiveness for pride, jealousy, and not trusting that God is still with me. This is the second burn I’ve had from a “church job” since finishing school. Neither of which were my fault or within my control. I’m going to need time to heal. I’m learning to be more trusting of a God who is making good out of this messed up journey. I’m learning to share my burdens with my best friend instead of carrying it by myself. I’m learning to let God have more of me and be more honest with Him and others.
There have been many benefits from this church planting journey. I’ve learned a lot. I’ve had great experiences. My ideas on the Church and the Gospel have been radically transformed, and I believe those transformations have been for the good. Over the next few weeks, I plan to use this blog for two main purposes.
- Therapeutic – I need my wounds to heal and this blog has a very therapeutic effect on me when I can think through my thoughts and emotions “out loud”.
- Soundboard – As I said, my thoughts on the Church and the Gospel have been radically changing over these past few days. There are many thoughts in those areas that are swirling through my head and I just can’t get rid of them. The blog will be my soundboard to share those thoughts briefly and hear your thoughts as well. I hope you can participate!
Well, that’s the short version of my life update. Thanks again for all your prayers and support as I continue down this crazy journey!
My cat of 15 years was put to sleep today because of very bad diabetic complications too. The bad news never ends, does it?








